Tuesday, September 1, 2009

Lonely and dreaming of the west coast..

I really kinda hate this feeling and I have no idea how I've ended up here to be honest.

It's a really distant, misplaced feeling...

-Not sure what I mean to people around or what I have meant in the past...

-Missing the closeness and comfort..

-Lacking a 'best friend..'

- Frustrated at being stuck in this town

- Not ready for another three weeks away with everything up in the air- really not helping the insecurities about the whole deal..

- Making a conscious effort to be chilled. Doesn't that contradict what being chilled is all about?

Head's just in a bad place at the moment.. I think I know what would put it in a better place... 2 different ways it could go..

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