Goodbye McMahon

I feel that when I'm old I'll look at you and know, the world was beautiful

THIS IS A BLOG I WROTE APRIL 2006.  I STILL WANT ALL THOSE THINGS.. I feel I'm closer to it now, which is a good thing!

 

i feel that when i'm old i'll look at you and know, the world was beautiful...
Current mood:  optimistic 

 

 

 

i want to feel passionate about something again, and have reason to feel passionate about it.
i want a job that i enjoy.
i want to come home and feel satisfied that i have accomplished something, helped someone, inspired someone, made someone smile, taught someone something - just to feel i've made a small difference.
i want to feel fit and healthy.
i want to travel and be inspired by the different ways of life, different culture, race and religion.
i want to change someones life for the better.
i want people to care and respect each other more and for me to do the same.
i want to be like the ones i admire.
i want to create something that is new, different and entirely mine, something for me to be proud of.
i want to keep in touch with my family and try to understand them.
i want to feel happy and positive and to be pleased with my decisions in life.
i want to make the most of the time i spend with the people i care about.  i want to remember everyone that has been of some importance to me and i want them to remember me.
i want to look back on my life when i'm old and feel content.  i won't fear death because i will know i acheived.
i want things i didn't even know i wanted.

Why?

It seems I'm the one with the hang up.  No shit.  I can't say it.  I try.  And then I overthink.

Photo shoots

I've been asked take some shots for a solo artists ep cover and website!!

Pretty stoked.  Going to be the first time I've choreographed.. Need to get some ideas flowing..

Fingers and Toes..

I've found my ideal living situation for Melbourne.

2 great people in a lovely house in an area that I love.

Fingers and toes crossed we get approved this week.  Then I can be one of those fools riding their bikes down Sydney Road.. haha

Don't wish your life away.

I'm really trying to enjoy and make the most of my remaining time in this town.

But, here I am blogging on a Friday night.  Why?

Because the friends in this town aren't up for doing anything.  I have honestly messaged a few of you- or have noticed your facebook updates about nights in with the partners..

Makes it a little hard to enjoy being here, all I am doing is wishing I was already living in Melbourne.

I wonder what it will be like when I make trips back here.  Will you bother to come outside your little world and catch up with me then?

Amazing still it seems..

http://www.youtube.com/watch?v=20U13xRjDwQ&feature=related

Soundwave Friday.

I think I will actually cry if they play 23.

So damn stoked to be seeing Jimmy Eat World.